Embarassment made rhyme!

Enough are not the colors to shower
enough are not the words to pray
remembering that half-moonlight street-walk
when she still asked me to say

Gifted with a guilty feeling
No reasons indeed to lay
I knew I've missed a moment
feeling everything blue black grey!

Hollow emotions all around
With dull dead matter and no sound
she heard some rambling
though my heart was mute
there stood my true pal
being calm & cute

Just one emotion
heart said going north
hold close her true soul
Share all the warmth.

Lol. What a disconnect form the usual blogging. It was like this, in my school days, I found interest in rhymes, therefore, I started copying down the good rhymes that I found in TOI Editorial page. Since then, i too tried composing few and could actually do whenever I felt a strong urge. Now this one refers to 10 Dec '05 I was on an outing to Shivanasamudram waterfalls with few colleagues & it was Shikha's B'day as well, on the way shailendra even hinted it to me but I couldn't find a suitable time and finally forgot to wish her at all. On the way back to Bangalore, we all had our dinner at some road side restaurant, finished the dinner and started walking back to the bus, We both were walking together, when she said, "Bevkoof kam se kam ab tou wish kar de mujhe [Stupid, at least now wish me my B'day]".

Hmmmmmmmmmmm. and there I was deep down in the ocean of embarassment. Managed to say something the way I knew i din't even want to but actually the time was lost.

After coming back to home I felt like writing something, something which I never ever shared with anyone not even her. After about 6 months I found this piece of paper in one folder of my machine and a random thought provoked me to add few different colors to my blog.